Our electricity just came back on few minutes ago, that is why my entry for Couple Corner is a bit late. Thanks to Mommyliz for hosting this Wednesday meme Couples Corner. And this week topic is ...when jealousy arises...
When the jealousy mega store had the jealousy super sale, my babger bought them all(pinakyaw lahat). He is not just jealous person, he is paranoid. Paranoia is a thought process heavily influenced by anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion. Paranoid thinking typically includes persecutory beliefs concerning a perceived threat towards oneself.
He gets paranoid when a nobody person who just glance or happen had the eyes looking at us or if my eyes wondering around and some guy passing by (kahit hindi ko pa alam my dumaan pala) babger would pout his lips and wrinkled his forehead because he was jealous. He thought I was looking at that guy and attracted with that guy. (dumi talaga ng utak ng kalbo). Every time he acted that way it irritated me. I remembered it was a month after I got here in the US when I packed up and called my sister to help me out for a ticket going home. He explained to me why and how he got that paranoia in his head, and promised to control it. Now, he is not that paranoid anymore but still has the jealousy every now and then. (Haay taong takot sa sariling multo)Now, every time hubby is jealous, I just ignored him.
I am really hoping and praying that he would change and start to trust people or himself. Amen!